6 Days Sober

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Good morning and happy Hump day kids! I’m happy to say, that even though not even a week ago, I fucked up BIG TIME and even though today is only my 6th sober day, I feel fucking amazing. But you know what? There’s no such thing as being “perfect” or “normal”. There’s only being human.

5 Days Sober

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Yesterday, I decided to go back on Naltrexone, which is a medication that has helped me in the past, by decreasing my desire to drink on the weekends. I also looked into online AA meetings, but the truth is, that I find it to be way too much bullshit, just to find and attend a simple fucking meeting. Other than that, I felt good, because it was Memorial Day and I was off from the salt mines.

4 Days Sober

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Today is my 4th sober day since my last fuck up and after the facts, I’m feeling really good. But I have to learn from my previous fuck ups and be really careful recognizing the signs when they keep popping up all over the place. In other words, I really can’t let my guards down with this motherfucker.

3 Days Sober

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OK kids, today is my 3rd sober day, yes that’s right, my 3rd sober day. That’s because my wife lost her dear maternal grandfather 8 days ago, but not only did I see him as my grandfather, he was also my godfather, so last week I slipped.